prayer, what we allow god to do in us - 23rd week Tuesday 2017

Our gospel tells us that Jesus separated himself from the people, went up a mountain and spent the night in prayer to God.  Sometimes we ask what would have Jesus prayed for, spending the whole night - what took him so long, what did he ask the Father for?  We ask these questions because many times our understanding of prayer is limited to asking for something.  That is why we fill our prayers with things I need to ask, words I need to speak, activities I need to fulfil.
But no, prayer is primarily putting myself in the presence of God, to just simply expose myself to God, to just simply immerse myself in God’s holy presence.  Prayer is not what we do but what we allow God to do in us.
I believe many of you are familiar with the process called osmosis.  I do not know if you have something familiar, but in the Philippines we have a delicacy called salted eggs which my mother use to make at home.  How do you make the egg salty without breaking it or punching a hole on it?  Simply by putting it in a salty environment, and in the case of salted egg, by burying it in a mud that is thoroughly mixed and saturated with salt.  The egg’s exposure to this very salty environment eventually makes it also salty.  The process is called osmosis.
Something like this also happens in the prayer of Jesus to the effect that his exposure to his Father’s presence makes him also “like” the Father.  He decides as the Father would have decided, he chooses as the Father would have chosen, he acts as the Father would have acted, he speaks as the Father would have spoken.
This is also the invitation for us every time we celebrate the mass.  To listen to God’s word so that little by little God’s word becomes part of our logic, God’s word influences the way we think, the way we decide, and even the choices we make in life.  And above all we receive Jesus in holy communion praying with St. Augustine that we too may little by little "become what we eat," that as we ingest Jesus truly present in the bread we will also come to think, and speak and act like him

And so this is prayer.  It’s not what we do, but what we allow God to do in us because we have put ourselves in his holy presence.

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