psalm 88 - a sad psalm - 26th week tuesday 2016

Today we read the saddest of all psalms, psalm 88.  There are other sad psalms in the book of psalms but these sad psalms at least end with a high note – with hope and optimism.  But Psalm 88 is different – it begins with, “by day I cry out before you and at night I clamor in your presence;” and it ends with, “my companions have become darkness.”
So why is it that such a dreary psalm made its way in the bible, why is it that this pessimistic, seemingly hopeless psalm be accepted as one of the psalms, one of the prayers of the church, a model prayer?  Why?  Because sometimes in our life we have to approach God in darkness.  Sometimes we also come to God in the dark.

The psalmist says that his life is full of troubles, he was going down into the bottom of pit into the dark abyss, he is without strength; he feels counted as one in the grave, as one nobody remembers, as one no one cares for.  The sorrow is so overwhelming that even the Fathers of the Church would say that this psalm is the prayer of Jesus when he was in his passion in Gethsemane and on the cross when he too experienced darkness. In Gethsemane Jesus said “My soul is sorrowful even to death. “My Father, if it is possible, let this cup pass from me; yet, not as I will, but as you will.” And on the cross he said “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?”
If this prayer found its way to the models of prayers it is because we can come to God this way, we can still approach God in our darkness in times when we feel he is no longer there, when we feel he no longer listens, when we feel we are totally abandoned.  We can come to God in our darkness, we can still worship even in the dark because God is not afraid of the dark.

Let us then be brave like Jesus who in the gospel was resolute to face his suffering in Jerusalem even when he already knew the passion and death he had to undergo there.  He was resolute because he believed that the Father will raise him up on the third day.  Even in darkness we believe too like Jesus that there is light at the end of the tunnel though it may not be apparent for now.

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