god renews his call - 17th week Wednesday 2014
Woe
to me, Jeremiah said, like Job he wished that he was not born at all. And the source of his moaning and complaining
was his vocation as a prophet. Today we
get a glimpse of what happens when the man of God undergoes a spiritual
crisis. Jeremiah bared his soul for all
of us to see. He was wallowing in self
pity, he feels sorry for himself, he blames himself for the conflicts around
him, he was giving his all but things don’t turn out well. Everyone was against him, he feels lonely,
alone, abandoned and he turns to God and blames him for going soft on evil
doers and sinners who are plotting against him. “Your anger is very slow,”
Jeremiah said to God, “realize that I suffer insult for your sake.” Now that is a strong statement. And Jeremiah continued, “I devoured your
words they became my joy and the happiness of my heart, and because I am
working for you I did not enjoy, I did not party like the rest. Then why are you making me suffer?”
Opps,
many of us feel that way sometimes, don’t we?
So
how did God respond to Jeremiah? Like
all people who fall into self pity Jeremiah might have probably expected
consolation from God, ulo-ulo, sympathy, baw kaluluoy man sa imo no. But God gave him some kind of a cold water
treatment telling him – Jeremiah repent, change your ways, get your acts together and stop this
orgy of self pity. And there and then
God renews his call to Jeremiah. This is
unique – God renews his call.
When
we celebrate our anniversaries we renew our vows. In Jeremiah it was different. God renews his call. Think about it.
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