palm sunday
When I was a seminarian somebody in the
community proposed to name our seminary dog “sile.” So imagine the confusion we would have
created to the dog and also to us if we called out to him “totoy sile, totoy
sile.”
If you find this quite silly and absurd,
you are right - “totoy sile”, and also hosanna, crucify him. O by the way, hosanna means “welcome,
welcome;” crucify him means “let’s get rid of him.”
So which is which?
This absurdity is characteristic of our
world today. We are in a world where
morality depends on whether you are conservative or progressive. We are in a world of ever changing loyalties
we invented the word balimbing to describe it.
We are in a world where nothing is final, nothing is sure, nothing is
lasting, decisions are referred to as flip-flopping and people are referred to
as non-committal. No wonder Pilate
washed his hands and left.
In the midst of all these one person
stands out apparently with no regard as to what the crowd shouts and where the
crowd sways. He is a person of commitment;
he is faithful and loyal; he is steadfast in his resolve and unflinching in his
purpose.
This Holy Week our focus is Jesus. We look up to him who bore his sufferings
silently but bravely. We adore him who
spoke and lived the truth regardless of their consequences. We speak highly of him who did what was right
and good, no matter what, and no matter where it led him. We bow to him who was faithful till the end.
As we commemorate this triumphal entry
in Jerusalem, let us be mindful as to where Jesus stood and where we stand
today.
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Our ears are trained to hear upward
movements - from down up, down up. For
one we are moved by rags to riches stories, or even failure to success
stories. We are amazed when we discover
that the founder of Shoemart started out poor only to end up as one of the
riches in Asia. Or we wonder at Steve
Jobs who started out barely having anything decent to eat he had go on weekends
to an ashram so that he can eat something decent once a week. Eventually he ended up co-founding Apple,
maker of the Mac, Ipod, Ipad and iphone.
Down up, down up. Even our telenovelas are all upward movements.
Today however we hear something
different. It can be found in our second
reading today, from the letter of Paul to the Philippians. It is not your usual up down story, not your rags
to riches stories, but the opposite - from riches to rags. Not from failure to success stories but from
success to what should I say, fiasco, a catastrophe in human standards. Though he was in the form of God, Jesus did
not deem equality with God; rather he emptied himself, taking the form of a slave.
And being found in human form, he humbled himself and became obedient to the
point of death-even death on a cross.
Jesus was God and yet he emptied himself
of all claims to divine glory. This is
not some force of circumstance that he came down tumbling from his lofty throne
- No! Rather it was self-emptying, willingly
giving up the glory that was rightly
his so as to pour himself out in love for us. He
died as a slave does - on a cross.
What Jesus did was absolutely counter cultural. It is against our way of doing things. It is a far cry from our expected behavior. It was not our usual down up movement, but a
downward movement - God to slave, divine to human, lofty throne to being lowly,
majesty to humility, up down.
Have you experienced the same movement in your life? It may not always be having everything, then
one day deciding to be happy with nothing, then one day deciding to be happy
with less. It may not always be like
that although the sisters of Carmel, past and present, and even seminarians and
priests, have stories similar to that.
But I am also referring to experiences of self-giving that rips out
something from you, you end up in the losing end. Pierdi.
When you forgive you lose. When
you welcome back an erring brother you lose.
When you prefer motherhood over career you will surely lose and you will
surely miss a lot. How many among us forwent
what they wanted to do with their lives so that they can support their brothers
and sisters in school or an ailing father?
How many among us have to give way so that others can become
better? Commitment and faithfulness have
a price and sometimes they can be steep, and they can be painful.
Today and this week I invite you to look at the passion of
Jesus in this light, permitting it to remind you and encourage you even in your
own passion and self-emptying for the sake of the other.
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